so the past few weeks I have been euphoric. I met a new guy who really likes me and treats me great. I stopped doing coke and cut down on drinking and quit smoking cigarettes. I thought it was really great.
Well, today i had a realization:
I am in the middle of a massive mental breakdown.
I don't know what it is... maybe my head is clearing from behind all my vices, but it really just hit me hard how dysfunctional I've been the past few months and how much I've been taking it out on my friends.
I am seriously ill.
